I’m not really the type thats all lovey and dover with the significant other, more like eww guys, I have no interest. Sometimes I mean it, but other times I see couples together and wonder what I’m missing out on and wished that at the end of the day, there will be a guy waiting for me to fall in his arms. But that’s all talk. :/

A part of me says i don’t have time for guys and theyre too bothersome and come with a baggage of drama, which is about 90% true. But then the other part is alike the right guy will show up when I least expect it and hope for a fairy tale.

In all honesty, I think I’m just afraid. After all, ive never actually had a ‘real’ boyfriend, and I don’t even think I know how to flirt anymore…. just an awkward turtle……