okay guys.

finals are finally over.

BACK ON MY GRIND. WHOS WITH ME!

Hello hot bod.

Theres so much to do and so much i dont know about. I want to have accomplishments, leave my name! I want to make a difference and be a change. 

But I feel like I can’t do anything or be anyone.

When I graduate from college I want to say Ive had the best four years of my life and really did everything I could to make the most of it. 

Im already three semesters in and going onto my fourth but I havent done anything. I feel like Ive wasted my time here doing absolutely nothing. 

I dont drink or go out anymore because in the long run what is the benefit? A few good pictures here and there that will go on facebook to show everyone how much of a life I have? its so pathetic if you think about it. but everyone does it anyways. including me. yes I guess that makes me a hypocrite. 

I have a sudden urge of motivation and inspiration that I wish I had everyday.  I wasnt to do something other than sitting through lectures and studying for exams. I want to learn and yearn for knowledge but nothing that Im hearing in these class are sticking or spark any interest. 

I dont want to switch my major because I love science and I find it so fascinating to no end. But the classes are utterly depression and boring that I frequently doubt where my heart is. 

What to do. what to do. 

i need to find that missing puzzle piece………..